YES! I am not going to check my Facebook page for a week. Ive been having this really bad attitude and my view on life has become….sad. I usually see how beautiful life and music and just everything is. I dont have body image issues and wish my life didn’t suck. But the more I get on Facebook, I get incredibly sad. I keep getting invites to all the event from the record label I used to work for and it makes me pissed off to think that the now president/used to be vice president, is now in charge. Mostly because he didn’t feel the need to be involved if he wasnt seen as important.
I find myself comparing my life to the girls who have families and kids and loving husbands. I hate that Im not in a relationship but im never satisfied by the people I find. Then I think maybe its me and something is wrong with me.
I watch the lives of people whom i used to call friend, who promised they would keep in contact, but never do. They go on having fun, going to parties, while I sit around friendless, with no one to share my hobbies with.
So I say, NO MORE. I dont want to stalk Facebook anymore, with these negative feelings. I need to get out of bed and live my life. It may not be as excited as everyone else’s but if i don’t see their pictures and read their statuses, maybe ill be happy with my life and myself without comparing it.
For the next week, I will use every day to finish something I never finished. Im going to write the first chapter of my novel, learn more than 2 chords on a guitar, write and compose my first song, read 1 of the 18 books I have on my Nook, finish homework before it’s due, & early morning runs. Im going to write one thing I like about myself and my life everyday, and Ill take a photo everyday.
I just need a bit of positivity in my life. One week without Facebook? Bring it on!